jordgubb:
I sometimes wonder if I’ll ever reach the point where I don’t hate my art.
I’ve thought about this a lot lately, and I think this is the reason why I get so sad/melancholic when I see awesome art/artists. It really gets to me, as I love watching gorgeous art, I feel like no matter how hard I work…
I think every artist feel that way one way or another? Not sure though! Always striving to get better and look at awesome art and get “inspired” (aka get stomach aches of how awesome other artists can be - and how awesome you can’t be).
Maybe it’s a way to challenge oneself? After all, there are probably artists who look at your art and are inspired the same way! (I am super inspired by your art, but I know that I can’t reach the exact level on some of your aspects - but I can try, and work hard, still!)
It’s important to look at your own art with a critical way, I think. It shouldn’t be destructive, though (is it for you?) - could backfire sometimes. But I can be pretty content with a piece I made 1 week ago, but after a while I don’t like it, see what I could’ve done better an try to think of it next time I draw similar stuff.
Maybe it’s not as much about accepting/loving your art- but accepting the progress of getting better (“hating”/critisizing) and look for good things once in a while? I think it’s a good thing to allow yourself to find good aspects in your art and your progress - I mean, by not being affraid of liking your art just a little bit - applauding yourself for improvements made on the way. It won’t make you stop evolving - as long as you are aware of the progress and keep striving to get better, look for errs. :)
Not sure if I make much sense!
You are an awesome artist and you should feel better about your art, but don’t stop striving to get better. :3